2007 年的德与失！

In just a few second the clock is going to strike 12, it a new beginning of a brand new year. Welcome to year 2008! I didn’t go any countdown, too tired and I’m 100% sure there will be crowd every where, since I’ve party for the whole week I might as well rest tonite and countdown at home.

Feeling for the year 2007 – 2007 年的德与失！

2007年对我来说起伏很大。发生了好多事，有好也有坏，有得必有失！还好我已经看得很开了！女人最在行的，一哭，二闹，三上吊。我，哭也哭过了，对于第二和第三，为了这种男人一点也不值得。敢做就要敢认，没用的男人！偶尔还会不知不觉地去想起发生的事，不过现在的我不会再去想太多，想过就算了，就当座笑话来看待。。。。心情不会有太大的起伏。。。 我很幸运，在我身边有我最爱最爱最爱的家人和好多关心我的好朋友，不是一两个而是有好多个。真得很谢谢你们，当我最彷徨，最无助，最伤心的事后陪在我身旁，给我勇气向前走。

这一年来，我学了很多很多。发身在我身上的事情，我从来都没想过会发生在我身上，从来从来从来都没想过。就因为这种的发生所给我带来的痛，我在一夜之间清醒了。我不再天真，单纯的去想和看事情了。每件事情的发生都有它的道理或理由。

我希望，在新的一年我的家人和朋友都会见健健康康，开开心心的。不开心的就让风把它吹走好了。

2007 Birthday Celebration ROCKS!!!

Birthday Nite ROCKS!

Night at St James realli rock my nite! Meet up with my ger frens there at 11pm har, i got my second birthday cake and we realli had real fun there. Got hook up with some other guys at our next table. Ganna offer three glasses of liquor just becoz i was the birthday girl. I didn’t drink a lot but I drink dun noe how many glasses in 1 shot(continuously) that why I was tipsy. I wasn’t that a lousy drinker actually. I only had as usual Vodka (my fav) and martel (offer by the other table). Head realli went spinning last night or this morning i would said. A lot of 1^st time I would say,

1st time of

- 1^st time step foot in power house and dragonfly (amazing place I would say)

- Celebration of birthday at pub (really had great fun, thank people)

- Puking of four times in a nite (admit I was bit tipsy at first but after puking it really helps)

- hooked up guys for night life (cant remember total there are how many guys next table but we gers pratically went crazi and dance with them, no other hoo-har then)

- went really high when dancing with my gers fren

We gers got send home 1 by 1 by the guy at the other table which I dun recall his name at all but I’m sure to meet him again. Har, just becoz during our conversation I came to know that he was actually working on the same OT project as I was put in-charge of. What a small small world. I suppose during some consultant meeting, we might bump into each other I would say.

Had really great birthday this year. As usual lose a little but I gain a lot more. No regrets for this year. I like the outcome in the end. Never ever dream that I could cope with it so well, well done for me. So proud of myself. Learn a lot from this year, be it to be happy or unhappy.

“皇宫中的皇宫” Photos

Crystal Jade Golden Palace; “皇宫中的皇宫”.

Day At Crystal Jade Golden Palace; “皇宫中的皇宫”. Fifth uncle and families came yesterday, 10 of us head down to Orchard Paragon to have our magnificient expensive dinner. The ambience was really really good, the service was good and the food was marvelous as well. The only pity is the foods were all served as per dish to per person 1. It’s not like those served in big big plate then every share type, each of us have our own fish, abalone, soup, rice, noodle etc. We had suckling pig, roasted char siew, yupiao soup, abalone, prawn, fish. All veri veri good food. The whole meal cost us $1200++. That means each head is $120.++. This is the most expensive meal I ever had so far in my recollection. Uncle said during new year time, we all go his house then he bring us to eat. He want treat me eat lobster and Alaska crab and prawn. Yum Yum Yum….. my saliva dripping liao.

Gabrial taking the 6pm plane later so he wanna skip OUH technical meeting, boss is going for another meeting so I’ll was requested to attend OUH meeting later alone. God please help me! I never went to OUH site meeting before, not even with any senior but now I had to put on a brave front and go alone. Hopefulli later the architect and consultant are all nice people, dun bomb me with any nuclear I’ll be just glad. Good luck for me then.

Photos @ Sentosa

My day at SENTOSA

A fun and loving day i had! Meet dear at Vivocity today, i was late but she did not complain at all. Thank a lot, dear. :P
Never imagine we actualli prepared present for each other. It didnt cross my mind at all. The moment we met, we started exchanging our present. I even got my dun noe how many Xmas cake and my 1st birthday cake. So sweet. Then we decided to cross over to Sentosa to take a walk. It was so fun. We actualli went up a four storey "guardhouse" sit there for nearli an hour to chit-chat and look at the hunk at palawan beach. Wow, the ang moh and hunk were so handsome. We crack so many jokes and realli have fun together. So long never had such realli fun liao, fun that only the both of us know and cant be leak out 1. Dun noe why we were so close to each other, we can talk so openly and let out so many common words and thoughts. It realli realli realli good to have such a gd and close fren by your side. No worries man!!! I would never forget the picture i took but had to delete away 1. Hahahaha..... Thank dear, for the gift and laughter you brought me and i brought to you oso.

Pubbing Nite @ Passion!!!

Monday -Shopping Day!

When shopping at Suntec after work. Finalli completed my xmas shopping list. Now my leg is aching, walk to and fro so many times just becoz i cant decided what to buy. Spend quite a bit today, but it alright for me. Tomorrow have to start wrapping my present liao. Hmmm..... beginning to like Fish Leong new sond, her new album got couple of very very nice song. The most i like is "Ces’t La Vie" in french mean That's Life! Got a great tune i would say. Tired now, wanna get in bed and tuck myself to sleep.

梁静茹 - Ces’t La Vie

梁静茹 - Ces’t La Vie

(别因为时间而感到沮丧 它是永远无法被征服的 不管是在悲伤里 在痛苦中 今天 明天 年复一年 时间它头也不回地往前走 它就是人生)

Ne laisse pas le temps te dｅcevoir
ll ne peut ｅtre conquis
Dans la tristesse dans la douleur
Aujourd’hui， demain
Au fil du temps Le temps C’est La Vie
也许我会再遇见你
像恋人般重逢美丽
看你满脸胡渣的笑意
爽朗一如往昔
C’est La Vie x 3

走一个城市的陌生
走到了
曙光无知无觉的黎明
一路微笑的满天繁星
消失在日出里
C’est La Vie x 3

oh　塞纳河的水
是心的眼泪
流过了你笑的
每个样子
我会在你的记忆
看到我自己
看到了结局
爱在错过后更珍惜
都将走向新的旅途
Au rev oir
说好不为彼此停留
看车窗外的你沈默不语
我不再哭泣
C’est La Vie x 3

oh　塞纳河的水
是心的眼泪
流过了漂泊的
人生风景
愿我们各自都有
美好的一生
美好的憧憬
爱在遗憾里更清晰
oh　塞纳河的水
是心的眼泪
流过了一直不回
我会在你的记忆
看到我自己
看到了结局
爱在错过后更珍惜
oh　塞纳河的水
是心的眼泪
流过了漂泊的
人生风景
愿我们各自都有
美好的一生
美好的憧憬
爱在遗憾里更清晰
也许我会再遇见你
像恋人般重逢美丽
C’est La Vie x 3

Sunday - Peace at LAST!!!

Mood swing very badly yesterday. Face went totally black cant be bothered with anibody at all. I got so so so so so pissed off at home. If I knew earli I would surely stay out. Purposely went back office to take my ipod charger, I went to take the longer bus route just to get my mind clear up and my mood stable.

Finalli, I can peace at last. They went back to their home town this evening, it a celebration for me and bro. After gym, I still in good mood for jogging, so I ask boy if he wanted to run the perimeter. Both of us are so ON. But I guess I was too tired after running some distance I got no breath and wanted him to u-turn. We run pass our secondary school, looking from outside it kind of remind me some olden days when I was still studying in that school. Memories flashed back one by one. If only I dun grow up then I wont have too many thinking and thoughts. I rather be a kid forever, play, study and have fun unlike now. L

When we two reached home we immediately did our spring cleaning. We change all our bed-sheet, mop and sweep the floor. All clean up to be ready for bed-time. Our room are too dirty with tibits dropping and small little ants. Now we can finalli tuck in for a good nite sleep.

Hmmm…. I must have a good night sleep tonite liao. Tomolo after work still have to do some xmas shopping, my present are not fully complete yet. Left a few to purchase.

Nite nite and sweet dream to me!

My 1st Buffet Lunch in the office

Great Lunch. Today I had my 1st Xmas lunch at the office. The whole office were invited to the Xmas lunching at our 5th floor lobby corridor. The moment 12.30 reached, we dashed upstairs but the queue was already very very long. Imagine 300 staff queuing up for the buffet. All of us were like hungry ghost waiting patiently for our turn to grab the food. Wow!!!! Luckily we came up early. A very nice and delicious lunch, so many varieties of rice, noodles, fish, chicken, vegetarian and non-vegetarian food. There was no place for us to sit so our team all went to occupied the fireman stairs and have our private corner there. We were happily gossiping and laughing. Enjoyed my lunch a lot.

After lunch the company even issued out a nice bag pack and a chocolate log cake. Yum Yum!!! Going to pack the log cake home for dad n mum to try. Not bad as well. Good Friday to begin my weekend! J

I wan to SLEEP!!!!!

Seriously lack of sleep. Countdown, still got 1 more day to suffer. Can’t sleep at night, even when I get to dose off, I will still be awake by some noise. Either by TV or by “combing of hair drama.” Only my family know the whole combing hair drama. Kind of make it a joke nowadays. Can’t concentrate on my work well, too many things to do, so many email to reply, so sleepy oso. Got my 1st Xmas gift but stupid me, I think I had lose it. So sad, I cant find it at home or at my work place. L So sad! So sad! So sad! Now is the time for gift and sourvenir collection by all parties. Getting many small gift from either the consultant or supplies.

Going out to AMK hub with sis tonite, dun wan stay at home. Can’t bear to see what going on at home. Going to buy my x’mas white top and xmas gift tonite. Yeh! Sis going to treat me for dinner wor, yum yum yum!!! Getting my bonus end of this month, I’m going to give every1 at home a good and nice treat. Hahaha….. tinking of going back Vienna……

Rainy Tuesday

Haiz… no mood to work so doing the work at my own sweet time. Now in the mood for lunch liao. How come I got so many lunch date today har? Just rejected KC lunch date then now poly fren called me asking me out for lunch cause she is coming over. I would rather join her for lunch then go with KC. :P Such a coincidence, her PM is meeting our new colleague for lunch. So they knew each other 1 wor. Such a small small world.
Today is fruity day again, wonder what fruit am I getting today. Hmmm…..

OT are pushing us for final Tender, I have 90% completed the plan now left to do is the documentation. I hate the documentation, meaning I have to do and dig up history again. Colleague sprain her leg again, doctor advice can’t go out so she taking mc again. Wonder what did she do during week end? As usual struggle on my own and hope for the best.

Bad Cousins

Sorry but you are really testing my limit. I give way does’nt mean you can climb on top of me. You kids are just trying to be funny. Cousins came from Malaysia to stay with us for 2 weeks, at first it was peaceful and calm but as the days drag longer I begin to feel the pain. I give up my bed and went to sleep in the living room, give up on using my pc to let then go online to play games almost 24 hours of the day. But I did give warning beforehand, NO download and install of games. And then the next moment they did funny things to my PC, what are you kids trying to do. Crash my PC!!! I just invest in this PC not long ago and here they are trying to test my limit. Dun blame me for setting password to ban you kids from using it.
We went to buy their bus tix for them to go back home yesterday, after buying the ticket then the bro say he wan to stay another 1 or 2 more weeks. What the hell does he think he is doing!!!!! If he wants to stay longer, say so earlier and not after we bought the tickets went back home then tell us at night. Me and Xiaodi was against the idea of having to stay another week or more. Practically I got no extra time to bring him out and entertain him. All my weekend are fully booked. That’s it, hope he be a good boy go home with his mummy on time.
Simply can understand, why are most of my cousins that live in Malaysia “Brainless”. Are they born like that or they just can’t be bothered about the inconvenience they are giving others.

Fruity Day in my company

Fruity Day. Starting from this week, every Tues and Thursday is my company fruity Day. All the staff were given two different types of fruits after lunch on these two days. Today the fruits were orange and prune, and Tuesday were apples and banana. Hmmm…. In that case I dun have to bring or buy fruits anymore already. Healthy lifestyles ah.

Today i had a whole big group of lunch mates. Usually I went lunching with my Arch Lighting mate but today got 3 more staff from the M&E side. I made two new friends though. They were from the 5th storey, quite weird to lunch with them actually. We were cracking stupid jokes. Had lunch at the kopi-dian where I 1st meet Nathan. Hahaha… we were joking tat kopi-shop was my love at 1st sight with Nathan. Indeed, love at 1st sight. But only Sid and Gabriel noe the real meaning of this “love at 1st sight”, got really special meaning 1 wor. At lunch we were even thinking how cum Nathan was not eating there as well, there goes all my entertainment.

Yippy, later daddy coming to fetch me after work becoz he was sending aunty to take bus so on the way I ask daddy to wait for me. Have to rush all my work liao then can go off on the dot at 5.30pm.

My Wednesday

Funny incident happened early in the morning. Boss received a call from Japan side and requests us to send representative for their meeting at Spore office this afternoon. But non of us were free so we can’t attend, on top of it we were told to stay out of this project as the agreement fee was not settle and agreed yet. Then the Japan side starting to email and calling us to be more initiative on this project? Har, their main motive was to throw the remaining work to us to settle and deal with the owner as there was rumor in the industry that the owner was not very satisfied with their working performance and now they wasnted to hand their dirty, unfinished job to us. No way! Boss was so mad, she was swearing and cursing at the Japan designer. All four letter words coming out from her mouth. F*** But she got another URA presentation at 10.30am so no matter what she have to stay calm and go for the presentation. All of us thought she was leaving already but she walked straight into big boss office to complain. We were all like stunned as she was screaming in the office. Everybody can hear her voice. We were all laughing outside as she was already late for her presentation and she herself knew it yet she want to complain about the phone call before going off. Actually after she left we group together and “pray” for Gabriel as he is going with her to the presentation. We were all hoping he would come back in full piece as boss will definitely nagged again on the taxi. We were thinking maybe this evening newspaper will come out headline, Taxi crashed due to passenger nagging. Wondering, if the taxi uncle was a very grumpy type, he will surely chase my boss out.

Got a Xmas invitation on the 21, Friday. Location at OT Show suite. Can imagine it will definitely be very sweet and nice. Outfit has to be all white. Hmmm… still considering if I am going or not. Just o this month, I received quite a couple of Xmas date and gathering already. So well, have to be rather picky and choosy as I’m not intending to attend all.

不想懂得 - 公主小妹 (片尾曲)

不想懂得 - 張韶涵

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時後 我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　 同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　 原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧裡成熟
心開始曲折
我不想捨得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　 言不由衷
說謊傷害　 都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我不想捨得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　 才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

My Taiwan Drama

Recently got really hooked up to Taiwan 偶像剧. Finish “放羊的星星” and now going on to “公主小妹”. Really spend my whole weekend staring on the screen. Even Bro got affected by me and got hooked up as well liao. Hahaha… Really a very nice and funny show, laugh non stop of their comical action and narration. Like the rich grandpa, he is so funny and his thinking was like WOW! It added a lot of spices to the drama. “不想懂得” by Angela which is the main actress, this song is the ending song of the drama. Loved the lyrics and tune a lot, meaningful and easily memorized. Gonna download and used it as my ringtone.

Something to Ponder Upon....

"Enchanted" evening

A good day to start with. All the work have been listed out, targeting to complete the time line I set for myself. Wow, Sid and Gabriel was earlier than me today. It’s amazing; normally I would be the 1st to on the light in my department but hahaha…. They broke my record today wor. Tired, didn’t sleep well last night. Boy came back home at nearly 4am and I went down to open the door for him. Tink he must have really njoyed his prom night yesterday.
Went to watch “Enchanted” at PS last evening. Got the free tix treat from Sis in return I treat her for dinner. A funny, relaxing, entertaining show…. A nice show for laughing out loud. Though it was a rather unrealistic story and fantasy story but I guess that would be every girl dream bah. Like the chipmunk, especially the way he can’t talk then they have to play guessing word games. Aiming to watch “National Treasure” and “Golden Compass” next, a lot of good show queuing up for me in coming future.

"A" from my department

Tired, I’m feeling so sleepy now, can hardly concentrate. Woke up earlier then usual. Came office earlier to start work as I got really many mail and work to do. Not enough rest I guess that why my reaction was slower then usual and affecting my work speed as well. Maybe this evening I’ll go home earlier to rest then work late for Friday and Sat.
Our company D&D fall on the January, a Friday. Venue was @ Meritus Mandarin. It’s going to be fun and entertaining night. Our department book 2 table in total. Just got a news from the secretary, The lady “A” tender her resignation letter two weeks ago. This lady “A” came in PB to work on the same day as me. So I would say we were rather close. I didn’t know she resign at all, by the end of November would be her last day. In the beginning I find “A” not bad but as time goes by I didn’t really like both her character and her manners. So only until recent months then I begin to drift away from her. In fact, the whole of our department didn’t like her and thus she dun have much close friends here. Even my boss did warn me not to get too close to her because of all her well-known bad habit.
Summaries of list why I dislike her
1. She came in so late every morning. Even though she work late the previous night, she came in as late as 10++am. Which I dun see ani of her colleagues did that. When she came in late, she will even happily drink her kopi 1st then check her own personal mail then finally start to get into work slowly. Which was nearly to lunch time.
2. She is a spoilt brat to me. When I left food or sweet on my table. Without asking she can just jolly well open the packaging and eat on her own without even asking me. Food that I bought home, or some candy which other collegues give it to me. I hate it like that.
3. She also likes to go through my drawer just to look for dunnoe what things. She does not ask at all, even if I was sitting nearby. Can’t she get her own!!!
4. Bad hygiene. She sneeze and cough loudly without covering her mouth which I can’t stand it. She is spreading all her dirty germs around.
5. When lunch time, we all leave together she would always ask me to buy her food 1st then she came in so late to join us that all of us have almost finished eating and on top of it she talked a lot eat so slow and ended up we were all so pissed of waiting for her. Or she came with me then she would eat my food and keep saying that why my food taste nicer then hers, keep grabbing my food instead of eating her own. Excuse me, the food was from the same stall!!! Are you psycho or not!!!
6. During lunch she will surely talk about how sick she is, here pain there ache, complain about her colleagues giving her work to do, or even ask me to check if she got fever. (I dun care you have fever or not, it lunch time and why can’t you let me have lunch peacefully)
7. When I too engross with work she like to come over for a chat, disturbing me. Don’t you have eyes to see, I buzi working. I dun like it when I rushing work and you come to talk rubbish with me.
- Secretary complain: she went toilet too often and for too long. (True, once I bump into her on the corridor, she was holding a magazine then she told me she was going to bring it to the toilet to read as she has constipation. Wah, she went mia to the toilet for half an hour or more)
- Secretary complain: she was always on her mobile chatting. (True, her mobile was ringing all the time with loud Indian music)
- Secretary complain: she work too slow and did a lot of unnecessary things (KIV we were from different boss so I dun noe)
- Secretary complain: she is always on the net, msning or surfing the net (True, saw her msn popping out everitime and caught her surfing the net)

She got a whole list of bad records. Personally I feel she is just another rich pampered spoilt wife/girl/daughter. She does’nt have manners and hygience to keep her going in real life. Wondering how can her husband stand her. Maybe it 情人眼里出西思bah. But to me sorry I dun like all these bad details of hers. Anyway I think it good for her to leave if she does’nt get along well with any of her department people, why make yourself be so unhappy.

Saturday @ work!

Just back from lunch. Location now is at my office, came back to clear the work I have. OT is rushing for tender closing again, I onli have less then a week to work with. And on top of it, my ouh is active as well. I was like being thrown into the deep blue sea to swim on my own. Either I struggle to survive or I sink.

Set target schedule for myself. I intend to clear up all the resi area by this weekend then on coming monday, I’ll be onli left with retail. I would say I am 90% familiar with the work of resi but 0% about retail. Have no clue at all what going on with the retail side. Hopefully on Monday when charu came back from her holiday, we can work on the retail together and clear up the tender closing soon.

Earlier this morning I went to the dentist for my check-up and taking out of the surgery thread. The dentist was very impressed by my healing. When I told him after the surgery last week, it onli take me around 3days to recover, no fever and pain, he got a shocked. Most of his patient would get feer or the surgery area would be swell for a week or more. But non of this happen to me, I even went back to work on the 3rd day after the extraction. I was veri proud of myself as well. I got special healing power. Hahaha….. maybe I was just purely lucky bah. Got mama and papa to take such good care of me how can I not recover fast.

Saw the christmas decorative this year at quite a few places. Is the colour code for this year purple? Just some personal opinion. when purple blend with some decoration the results was realli SUCKS. When i past by orchard few days ago, i was so in shock. I didnt realli like some colour mixture nor their fanciful decorative items. Even my ofice building uses purple as it main colour decoration. With warm light, the end result was like shit. It actualli blend the whole design to be so out-dated. Haiz........ what wrong with the color mixture nowadays?

─ 黑白老鼠 ─

有一個人在森林中漫遊的時候，
突然遇見了一隻飢餓的老虎，
老虎大吼一聲就撲了上來。
他立刻用生平最大的力氣和最快的速度逃開，
但是老虎緊追不捨，
他一直跑一直跑一直跑，最後被老虎逼入了斷崖邊上。

站在懸崖邊上，他想：
「與其被老虎捉到，活活被咬、肢解，還不如跳入懸崖，說不定還有一線生機。」
他縱身跳入懸崖，非常幸運的卡在一棵樹上，
那是長在斷崖邊的梅樹，樹上結滿了梅子。

正在慶幸的時候，他聽到斷崖深處傳來巨大的吼聲，
往崖底望去，原來有一只兇猛的獅子正抬頭看著他，
獅子的聲音使他心顫，但轉念一想：
「獅子與老虎是相同的猛獸，被甚麼吃掉，都是一樣的。」
當他一放下心， 又聽見了一陣聲音，仔細一看，
一黑一白的兩隻老鼠，正用力地咬著梅樹的樹幹。
他先是一陣驚慌，立刻又放心了，他想：
「被老鼠咬斷樹幹跌死，總比被獅子咬好。」

情緒平復下來後，他感到肚子有點餓，
看到梅子長得正好，就採了一些吃起來。
他覺得一輩子從沒吃過那麼好吃的梅子，
找到一個三角形樹丫休息，他想著：
「既然遲早都要死，不如在死前好好睡上一覺吧！」

他在樹上沉沉的睡去了。睡醒之後，他發現黑白老鼠不見了，
老虎、獅子也不見了。
他順著樹枝， 小心翼翼的攀上懸崖，終於脫離險境。
原來就在他睡著的時候，飢餓的老虎按捺不住，
終於大吼一聲， 跳下懸崖。
黑白老鼠聽到老虎的吼聲，驚慌逃走了。

跳下懸崖的老虎與崖下的獅子展開激烈的打鬥，雙雙負傷逃走了。
由我們誕生那一刻開始，苦難．就像飢餓的老虎一直追趕著我們，
死亡，就像一頭兇猛的獅子，一直在懸崖的盡頭等待，
白天和黑夜的交替，就像黑白老鼠，
不停地正用力咬著我們暫時棲身的生活之樹，
總有一天我們會落入獅子的口中。

既然知道了生命中最壞的情景是死亡，唯一的路，
就是安然地享受樹上甜美的果子，然後安心地睡覺，
只有存著這樣單純的心、少慾望、多一點赤子之心。

“守护天使” - No No for me now

Eeeeeeee….. just logged in to my friendster and saw an old ITE fren named himself as 守护天使. I near drop my jaws. “守护天使” is the name I used for a close fren of mine and yet he named himself this. OMG… sori dear die die oso muz change ur nick in my phone list liao. Hmmm… how shall I name you now… u sure gonna kill me for this. I’ll think of a better name for you k. No time recently so brain got clogged somewhere.
Haiz… yesterday worked till 11pm then went home. Got daddy to come fetch me, tonite got to stay and clear my work again. This time round I’m going to take cab and claim from Sid. Was rather disappointed with my work performance yesterday during the discussion meeting. I didn’t do enough homework for this meeting and now i’m definitely not going to let history repeat. Even I was put in this project halfway through, there is no excuse for me not to read up all the history of what going on and what is the latest statue. I will prepare myself well for tomorrow meeting again. Once more, I’ll have to go full gear and prepare for this round.
Have to go back dentist for check-up on my wound tonite but I predict myself to be in the office till …. Late… meaning really late. So no choice, postponed to Friday. Hopefully by Friday I’ll be less buzi even though I know it is impossible. J

I somehow remember coming across this saying ( forgot did some1 ask me or from any media), which is the biggest, widest and most complicated and dangerous things on earth.
The answer is not weather, natural diasaster, not the sky nor the ocean.
It HUMAN BEING. Coz it is hard to predict what they would do next, hard to know what they think and they can store many many unlimited things in the brain.
Upon thinking through, it true. It really hard to predict a human being at times.

Work Hard Gal. It now the time to strive and carve a career of your own.

MonDay!

Monday! So many weird and bizarre things happen to me in just a day.
Early in the morning, there is this phone argument between my department and the M&E side. I was involve in this argument as well. We had called Tender since last month end, and the owner was involved with what I was doing all this while. Yet the M&E called and scream at me why we called tender without their power supply. Weird liao, we are only involve in the lighting and not power. It their job and they say they know nothing about our calling of tender. Ha… after speaking and clarifying with my boss, we all tally that it was not to be our scope of work. They didn’t do their job and wanted to push the blame to us. When I go check our corr record, they were in the loop and they still have the cheek to say they know nothing. As instructed by boss, we don’t care. We have done our job well so it’s them who screw it up so… hehehe…. Shall wait and see what is their next move.
When going for lunch wif Sid, I met Keith. Ha… sometime ago met his bro and now it him. Agree to meet out for Wednesday lunch. Provided I’m in the office lar. Oso came across an old old fren in the foodcourt. I forgot him big name and yet he still remember me. Think we know each other for about 10 years liao bah, he was one of the group we meet during vacation job at Suntec during secondary school time. I was sitting right in front of him, such a coincidence I must say. Upon our conversation ithen knew he was working at concourse also. On the 30th floor and I’m on the 4th. But this week is his last week and he is moving on somewhere. I was even joking with Sid, I must wear mask when going out for lunch liao. Keep bumping into old frens.
Still stuck in office at this hour of time. Taking a short break, have to let my mind settle and be free 1st before I proceed on with the rest of my work. Have to clear OT work as I’m going town area for meeting again so wont be in the office whole morning.

随缘 - 陈雷

有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事拢放乎自然,
无真无实的爱情紧变,
若梦醒就随时再见.
有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事陇放乎自然.
人生路上有足多发展,
又何必在情路流连.
命中若注定是咱的,
爱宝惜着这段良缘.
反倒转若不是咱的,
甭白目来制造孽缘.
有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事陇放乎自然.
人生路上有足多发展,
又何必在情路流连.

愿我的小乖乖嘟嘟永远快乐

有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事拢放乎自然,
无真无实的爱情紧变,
若梦醒就随时再见.
有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事陇放乎自然.
人生路上有足多发展,
又何必在情路流连.
命中若注定是咱的,
爱宝惜着这段良缘.
反倒转若不是咱的,
甭白目来制造孽缘.
有缘无缘这一切随缘,
凡事陇放乎自然.
人生路上有足多发展,
又何必在情路流连.
人生路上有足多发展,
又何必在情路流连.

欢喜就好 - 陈雷

人生海海甘需要拢了解
有时仔清醒有时青菜
有人讲好一定有人讲歹
若麦想吓多咱生活卡自在
归工嫌车无够叭嫌厝无够大
嫌菜煮了无好吃嫌某尚歹看
驶到好车惊人偷大厝歹拼扫
吃甲尚好惊血压高美某会兑人走
人生短短好亲像块七逃
有时仔烦恼有时轻可
问我到底腹内有啥法宝
其实无撇步欢喜就好

Sis & me bought a new handphone for daddy yesterday. Daddy was telling me the other day that his mobile can't make it liao. So decided to get 1 for him, when i told sis the idea, she volunteer we share the amount. So Daddy got a new mobile phone. From his action, i could see that he was veri happy. Since this morning, he was coming up and down to ask me about his mobile. It realli nice to see the whole family so happy.
Now i was helping dad to get new ringtone for his mobile. I was targetting a some nice oldies. Somehow i like the lyrics of a lot of oldies lyrics. They are realli nice and somehow make some sense. XiaoDi even call me an aunty now. :P
I personalli prefer 陈雷 songs. Tink i got hook up his song only recently after i heard him singing on the charity show recently. I was even chatting with mummy at that time that his lyrics was realli WOW!

手心 - 卓文萱

我一个人徘徊在我们的海
闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝
爱距离也分不开
你送的贝壳还在呼唤
在耳边答应要给我未来

那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候
我一定要跟你说别再走开

我跟寂寞在比赛等你带我
手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海
泪不可以掉下来
我学着向日葵抬起头
等待着最亲爱的你回来
抱着我称赞我的勇敢

那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候
我一定要跟你说别再走开

贝壳握在手心静静的变得温暖
就像是握住一点点答案

忍心 - 卓文萱

你说对不起你不可以
像从前那样帮我遮雨
你拉开一大步距离
却又握紧我的手心
像告别一件最心爱的玩具

很想问问你怎么可以
轻易浪费了那铺陈的甜蜜
我是你美丽的伏笔
还是一笔带过的背景
可是这些问题就要失去意义

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹

不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系

Friday - drizzling now.

Today is consider the third day after my wisdom tooth surgery. The wound was healing fast, i no longer feel much pain and i can chew on solid food but not for veri long. Still Amanda make me eat congee. I've made the whole gang go over keypoint to eat congee with me.
Everybody expect me to be on leave today but i went back to work. Well and healthy. The tooth did'nt bleed for long, and my face was no longer that swollen. If i didnt say i just went for the surgery, nobody could tell. HA... didn't they know i got two meeting to attend today, so how can i be on MC today. Quite proud of myself. Early in the morning, Paul came down to our office for the light fitting sample discussion. As i was the only person doing the coordination, it's only right that i be present. The discussion went on smoothly and well. Quite impressed with the tenderers presentation. How long does it take for me to reach half of their standard? Didnt stay back in the office for too late as I've brought my whole stack of document home to do. Was rather tired, but didn't plan to do the reading up today. Will start tomolo, i guess. Can't be lazy wor, if i want to be recognize i definitely have to work very hard.
Had came across this topic quite often, be it on TV, Radio, Email or magazine. Wat is the true meaning of "friendship". Wat kind of friends can you consider to be trustworthy? Wat kind of friend can you rely on? There is this image or rather person that have been circulating in my mind, I got to know her through another guy couple of years ago. Only this recently or rather be more specific this year that we become closer. To me, i did leave some reserve area for her. Coz i didnt find her that trustworthy at all after all the things that happened so far. This group of frens is not realli that good to befren with. Slowly you'll find them to be of the same kind, cover with a nice mask but scheming on the under. Sometime i wonder, what will be my life if i didnt get to know them at all?

Wisdom Tooth Surgery

F***ing Shit! Juz did my wisdom tooth surgery two hours ago. Now it pain like hell. I wan to cry liao lar. I cant stand the pain. Cant even open my mouth to talk and even swallow any drink. My face was swollen and was still numb. Daddy just came up and i hugged him. He told me i'll be alright after a while. My mummy and daddy are so sweet. I loved my family.
Just now before the surgery the doc did a small briefing and i was tot it was ok, since a lot of people done the wisdom surgery before, it should be fine for me. The surgery last for around an hour. The doctor say my pain was cause by my upper teeth, it was biting on to my lower wisdom tooth that why it cause me pain for the last few weeks. I could sense myself shivering when the doc did the surgery. I have feeling when the doc injecting something into my gum, in fact the whole process i could still feel it. When he finalli pluck out my tooth and told me the surgery was veri sucessful i was like feeling kind of relief. When he show me my wisdom tooth he pluck out, i was like in shocked. The tooth was so big, it seem fully grown. I wanted to tell the doc "Can i keep the tooth" but i cant open my mouth at all. The tooth was veri different from the x-ray photo, no wonder i was so much in pain, the tooth have been growing all this while.
For the coming few days i'll still be in great pain and face will still be swollen. I hate to pluck out wisdom tooth. It make me so uncomfortable and sick!

彩虹 - 周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

Monday Blues???

Not in the mood to work today…. Monday Blues??? I doubt so… My tooth is aching for a month, finally confirm my surgery timing. This Wednesday, I be taking half day leave to go for my wisdom tooth extraction. What luck i have. The pain is disturbing me; everyday complaining to mummy my tooth hurts. Now finally made up my mind I want to get it over and done with. Can’t stand the pain anymore! Grhhhh….. Having attitude problem coz I dun wan to open my mouth and talk at all. But a lot of supplier came and go this morning, have a lot of conversation. Finalli peace at last, now I can carry on with my documentation work quietly. Tomorrow have to be on-site, a real big site out. All the director, bosses and consultant will attend, so I have a lot of work to prepare as I won’t be in office again.

Mummy Birthday