Halloween Night

Juz bath come out. I was so tired and sleepy now. Was working till very very late, suppose this evening was the latest i had ever stayed back in office to do my work. No choice, tomorrow got OUH presentation to the owner. Even though i was not going to the presentation i still have to prepare all the necessary documents and information my boss need as i was the one who started to do the coordination with Japan side. I would say the information needed is almost 80% done tomorrow just have to touch up a bit then brief boss will be okie liao. Morning OUH presentation, Afternoon is CPO meeting for another project. Standard proceeder on every Thursday afternoon, CPO meeting. Don't feel like going coz i still got a lot of work to clear, maybe i try Taiji the meeting to boss to attend alone. Bad girl but no choice coz i realli got a lot of work to do.
Hmm...When i was at office earlier on, i didnt feel tired or hungry at all. If daddy didn't go and fetch me i would surely still be in office at this hour of time. Feel so energetic when alone in the office to clear my work.
Something interesting happen in the afternoon. KC called me and request to meet up for a short briefing. He wanted to pass me a brochure of his company product. I have been speaking on the phone and email flying around for these two weeks with him but i didnt get a chance to meet with him. Today i finalli get to meet up with him. Look 30 plus to me, so weird to meeting him. I only allow him to speak for 10 minutes then have to chase him off liao. Too bad, I was rushing for time. M&E upstair is chasing me everi now and then for their plan and i was rushing for presentation powerpoint as well.
加油! 加油! 加油! Tomorrow will be a better day!

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My Saturday Nite!

Leg is aching now. Went shopping just now, we walk and walk and walk. Bought 2 pair of shoes and a skirt. We even went to catch a movie. Seeker - not a bad movie but i find the story too simple, not much depth. It have been almost 2 month since i catch up with this old darling of mine. She's a sweety. We can talk watever under the sun. I bet she must have peep into my blog once in a while adn saw this page. We can talk nonsense and laugh as if nobody around. It realli nice to have such a darling by my side.

Saw this on a website just now :
"一个从天堂被派下凡的天使，藏起翅膀和白色的长裙，乔装成凡人在世间散播温情"
Does angel realli exist? Have been hearing a story about angel lately. Can i have a chance to meet up with an angel, i wondered? Does the angel realli give their blessing to the good only or wat? I want all my fren and family around me to be happy and blessed. Can the angel please fulfill my wish!!!

My Division Meeting

Today i my third division meeting since i joined the company. Our division is growing bigger and bigger. Can see my future there if i continue to work hard. Nothing is ganna stop me now. :)

A supplier called me this evening, was on the phone for quite long. It held back some of my work but i was rather happy. I guess his intention is to want to make me reveal some of the tender info to him. Ha.... wrong move. Although i was in charge of calling the tender i got limited knowledge on the technical. In the end he ended up emailing me : 让我们互相扶持吧！almost laugh my jaws out when i saw this. Cute guy i would say.

Tomorrow i can wait up slightly later coz i going straight to MS for meeting. Going to meet that nasty Paul again but Richard and Gabriel will be there so maybe i will be quite safe. Hope tomorrow discussion will go well.

委屈 - 金莎

我知道的
已经是越来越多
我只等你主动开口
坦白对我说
越靠得近
越暴露我们的寂寞
这样的爱远比分开
还要更难过
i'm sorry 你说
最后还是选她不选我
尽管我陪你撑过生命之中
最坏的时候
我的温柔暖和双手
治好你的伤口
可是你说爱情世界
已由不得我
i'm sorry 你说
不想看我委屈的难过
虽然我还要比她更了解你
心理想甚么
要我放开要我明白
是你要我接受
此刻的我却失去自由

i'm sorry 你说
最后还是选她不选我
尽管我陪你撑过生命之中
最坏的时候
要我放开要我明白
是你要我接受
此刻的我却失去自由
此刻的我失去了自由

Change name , PLEASE!

Just meet another supplier, not bad looking thought but….. Just out of curiosity, is there no other Christian name other then, Calvin, Kelvin, Kevin, Steven, Alex????? How come all the people I meet nowadays all share the same name? A simple and ordinary name got my phone book all messed up. I got so confused trying to recall who is who.
Can the mother out there please be more creative and name your son a different name?
Be different! Be creative!

Having more and more fun in the office nowadays. Get along very well with colleagues. Joke and laugh around. Although I’m 101% busy as usual, I enjoying my life every day. A lot to learn and a lot to see. 24hrs a day doesn’t seem to be enough for me.

Can’t do OT tonight, xiaodi birthday. Have to buy a cake home tonight, It’s celebration time!

Bad day at work!!!

Quite disappointing with my work performance today. Made a couple of error today, although doesn’t really affect much but I still feel it shouldn’t happened. I was not concentrating in my work today. My minds seem to be wandering about. Today is just Tuesday; still have three more days before weekend is approaching. How am I going to work like that? Still have to stay back to prepare tomorrow OUH meeting. Still have to wait for Calvin email. Still have to san through all the email I haven’t read yet. Just a day of leave and I am like a lost sheep. Can’t imagine what next on the line now?

Went online just now to listen to the finale of my favorite short drama. Have been very attracted to the Chinese story but I was very disappointing with this ending. The guy died of a plane crash, so sad. Many things happen without any warning, I agreed. But I would rather prefer a happy ending instead of a sad one. Maybe that affect bit of my mood as well, I guess. Now waiting for the next drama to be cast online.

Back in town again!

Back in S'pore liao. So tired but very happy. Seen the movie
"Ratatouille", not a bad movie, i loved the animation. It was really very well done. Didn't really went out shopping thought but i enjoyed the short vacation. Got toothache two day ago, went for a check up earlier went i reach home. Got a small x-ray for my inner tooth. The dentist said, my wisdom tooth seem to be growing out. If i still hurt for the next few days, i must be mentally prepared for surgery. It going to hurt a lot. Grhhhh........

My day in ORCHARD

Stuck at office now. Been out-station whole day, sudden meeting this morning from the owner side. 11am me and boss reached the place but they were having another meeting so we were told to go dwnstair drink kopi and be back in ard 1 hr time. Damn xian… their meeting drag for 2 and half hr, so we got stuck in orchard for nothing. Me and boss could clear many things if we were in office this whole morning. I can clear my quotation as well.
To me as an outsider who had not much clue of this morning meeting find it so stupid to attend this meeting. To summaries this morning meeting, it like asking a chicken rice seller to go buy KFC and sell to them. The owner representative just cant seem to get into the pictures. No matter how the consultants who were present tried so hard to explain to her, she just can’t understand what we as the lighting consultant work of scope was. Just she alone got confused, and we were all drag into this mess. Maybe as an outsider point of view, I could see a much more clearer picture or the situation. Is she purely simple minded or is somewhere there is a vein clogged that she can’t send the simple message to her brain.

Seldom sit in a café in Orchard Rd for long, really very long time ago. To me, this situation only happen when I was schooling, sitting in a cozy café in Orchard to look for design inspiration. But today, it actually occur twice. Morning was MRT meeting then late afternoon it was façade meeting. Getting to be into situation liao, and rite now, staying back to clear all the O letter projects on hand. Having headache now, just draft out a list of work scope I had to complete before leaving for my short vacation this weekend. Now I finally understand why my “neighbor” find is so stressful and pressure to attend this large scale project. Maybe I will have her worries in the near future but it just depend on how I’m handling the situation and how I direct myself to be in. On the whole, although I have to stay back late recently to clear many projects I’m much more happier and having a much more fulfilling life now. No big worries, mood also becomes better. J

Vienna Buffet

Back home after my buffet dinner. We went Vienna to have our dinner. Awesome, the food was amazing. I had herbal chicken soup, peppery crocodile soup, BBQ scallop, crab, drunken prawns and cocktail. It really has alcohol in the drinks. I took a few glass, but cant get me drunk so easily. A very nice place to chill out. I loved the outdoor environment, windy and very romantic. Ha! The restaurant actually put juices inside test tubes to drink. Real mini test tubes. Just one mouth and you can finish the juices up. Really very different. Hmmm… next time I want bring my family there to eat. A good place to recommend for buffet.
Have a very good chat with Andy, i miss her two princesses. From what he describe, the princesses must have grown more cuter then the last time i've seen them. Have to visit him when i have free time in near future.
I loved my new 19" PC.

Wednesday

My new PC finalli arrived yesterday at late night. Now I was so buzi, sleepy and tired. But I have to carry on working. Boss spoke to me yesterday when we were having lunch together. The reason why we were having lunch at bugis was becoz we went for OFC board meeting the whole day, it was really the whole day. We went to a high class restaurant at bugis, just a meal and it cost us both ard 50 buck. We didn’t eat much but it was rather costly. But I didn’t have to pay at all, hahaha. Boss hint me that if I were to be put onboard on OT can I handle it coz I am having 2 projects on hand now. Actualli I didn’t mind having another project on hand, there are pro and cons to me. Pro is that I get to learn a lot more things and it will surely widen my knowledge, Cons is that I will have to stay up late from now on, weekend may even be burnt. I didn’t mind at all but I was rather happy to be put onboard. I didn’t need to prove my talent so fast, it take time to prove oneself and I’m not in the hurry at all.
Got a call from Andy just now. We are meeting for dinner later. I’ve booked a place in Vienna, recommended by Sid. Again my plan for working late today will have to be pushed backward liao. Anyway, most of the things I need to prepare for tomorrow OT meeting have been brief so just pray hard now then.

Monday is not a bad day actualli

My PC really crash on me liao. Dun wants to spend anymore money to fixed it, since it old I might as well get a new PC. So after some discussion wif Jiejie n boy, I decided to change my new PC. It now come with 19” LCD screen. Hahaha….. old 1 doesn’t go, new 1 doesn’t come. So have to wait for a few more days before my new PC is send to me.

Just went to DPA for meeting earlier this morning. As usual, that idiot Paul changes his mind so fast. He can denied everything and comment he said. He was just playing word and mind games Senior told me it is a very usual political game, I have to get used to it. Whatever we discussed on Friday become useless. I was like sitting down there with my senior to get scolding n nagging from him. The comment he passed down didn’t affect me much, I was not unhappy or in shocked. From the 1st OT meeting I went with Amanda I knew how the industry works. Even thought I didn’t input that much just by seating quietly at the meeting I knew how my future or rather work life would be like already.

I heard rumours of someone from our lighting team complaint that she was overworks and wanted to do purely design, she wants to quit OT project. I think it is somehow ridiculous. Even if she was put on a project on purely design lighting she still have to communicate and do coordination with several parties of consultants before achieving the lighting she wants. If she quit OT project then I will surely be put onboard and take over the project. It will be very tough on me as I have two active projects on hand now. Shall see how my boss arrange then. But come to think of it, is her thinking too naïve or she approached the wrong way? I think differently in my case. I prefer learning the hard way. I would rather do coordinating to know the industry better then I would want to focus on designing. At least I know how the industry works and what the expectations are.

Boring Saturday

Saturday, weekend – have to come back office to work. Finalli I’ve prepared the document for Monday meeting. It going to be another battle for me. Same for Tuesday. Different projects but dealing with the same type of consultant. Looking forward to meeting LPA representative. 3.30pm now, finalli I can go home and rest.
PC giving me problems it crash yesterday night, so have to call for repair liao. I knew it was going to crash soon but didn’t expect it to crash so soon. Going to cost me a bomb again I guess.

诚实 - 范玮琪

你说我变漂亮了
有一种清朗的神色
你的微笑挡着快决堤的寂寞
我心疼但没说也不能说

你说你们分开了
为什么我眼睛红了
星星像被风吹得有点摇晃着
你试着牵我手我躲开了

有时候诚实多么不容易
尤其是看最爱的人伤心
你的幸福真的不在我这里
你走以后我整理好就再确定

对自己诚实岂只是勇气
懂得坚持更要舍得放弃
有些感动会落地生根的定居
有些快乐是终究对回家的旅行

My Thursday

Hmmm… buzi Thursday. Today is the tender return for all tenderers, so I will be having a hard time sorting out documents. Wan to be smart, I’m going to throw all the files for “him” to scan, make him be my slave for a day. Hahaha… Although my time was totalli packed at work i didnt feel tired at all. I was veri happy and contented. I learned a lot and now i can understand most of the projects details, not fully but at least not a sotong animore. In fact, i gained a lot. Din realli mind or bother losing something as i gain even more now. I believe my gaining will not just end here. Keeping a clear mind to welcome more.
In the morning when I was going on my way outstation sneak out for half an hour to go bugis to buy my things. All settled for now i guess, what next is to packed my goodies properly liao. Ready for my trip this Saturday!
Why must you always wanting to meet me. I’m not at all interested. Please stop smsing, does’nt I sound unfriendly to you already or you are just plain stupid not to catch a single unfriendly hint from me. Haizzz… i'm not that interested in what you are doing suddenli so frendli i smell a fish somewhere... DANGER.