Saturday, May 30, 2009

Mid Nite Site Inspection


Finalli over, my mid-nite site inspection went very well. Reached site at 12am and stayed there till ard 4am then left... all went well and smooth... quite a big group attended this site inspection... i would say ard 20 people... the best part is... the head of M&E actualli turn up.. and brought along his wife, children and a kiddo... we were like wat............... Is he coming for home gathering... wat a joke!
The PM got rather few point that to comments about but still i managed to throw all out and now non of the issue is mine... Hehehe... clever me..
It had been quite few years since i was still walking on the street at Orchard... a lot of youngster fooling around at that time still....

Friday, May 29, 2009

2.00 am on 30-5-09 SITE INSPECTION

Arghh………

As per our last discussion to conduct a site inspection to view the lighting, AC and water feature etc…. at 2.00 am on 30-5-09. Please ensure all the consultant and sub-contractors to attend.
Please gather all involve the inspection at the New North Entrance at 1.30 am on 30-May-09.

Crazy people… 2am leh… I wanna sleep de lor… Gosh… can’t sleep anymore had to attend this site inspection again… Almost all day doing inspection…wat lousy job is this…
Just talk to big boss, he wants a senior to go wif me, so he told com to go wif me lar… now tat idiot bom is throwing tantrum at me liao. My problem again… big boss wanted him to go not me lor… Not happy you tell the big boss lar… I will surely scold and fight back if he continue to be like this… just too bad.. my mood for the past few days also not so good, he will be the victim for me to release my anger back at…

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Preparation Stop!!!

Many kind soul were asking about how is my preparation to study... Errrr..... i stop half way lar... still waiting for my visa before i can proceed a lot of things... waiting for GSS to start my shopping invasion.... waiting for OT to complete and hand over to some unlucky human.....
But i need to start on preparing my scanning of brochures liao.... will be super helpful to me when i'm over there.... Still bit of dreaming that till now i can't believe it to be real...

Went to Resi meeting yesterday.... wifout CY by my side.. i feel so retarded and a lot of things i dare not commit... if i commit the wrong stuff, he will surely back me up but still i dun like to trb him lar... Haiz...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Realxing movie session...

Met up for "tea-time" buffet session yesterday... Chat, fun, laughter..... the usual entertainment we had. Food was nice as well... hotpot culture at MS. Been there quite a few times, still the stadard maintain. Quite surprise that Jas was with 2month +++ kiddo liao... Stomach slowly appearing... Quite excited of attending her wed dinner at our neighboring country.
After the buffet, me and macus went for movie session, Night @ the Museum 2... realli comedy.. I loved their conversation and the storyline. Realli making me laugh through out.....
Well, he is leaving again on the 29th... bon vogage

Friday, May 22, 2009

Should I tender now????

I really really really cannot handle OT anymore. It’s too stressful and pressurizing. I had to do everything by myself. Costing, evaluating, drawing, corr replies, meeting, site inspection and so many other unforeseen circumstances site issue to resolve…. I’m really going crazi liao… they issue the wrong set of drawing and you ganna blame for nothing… I’ve had enough of all these.
Everyday email and phone ask for these and that. Sm not doing their work and I get all the blame. They themselves are the consultants, we are of same level… why must I always be the one who ganna. Now the PM is playing funni games as well…
Should I tender now????

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Am waiting for my visa approval

Finalli finalli finalli.. had applied for my visa and now i can only wait for it to be approved. The approval takes 8 weeks... so long... Onli after i confirm my visa then i can start doing other stuffs

1. Extend my passport
2. Confirm my accomodation
3. Confirm my insurance
4. Book my air tickets
5. Slowly starting to pack here and there liao

Still cant believe it is true.... Am i dreaming???

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Basic German language

Had started learning basic German language liao. Sis bought me a CD which teaches Basic German... some of their pronunciation was so chim... and sound funny....

Good morning - Guten Morgen
Bye bye - Auf Wiedersehen

Has to at least know some useful phrases and sentences just in case... :)
Now am slowing compiling the list of things, food, stationary, clothes and other useful necessities that i need to bring over... seem like my luggage will be veri heavy liao....

Friday, May 15, 2009

It is no longer where i belong!

Trouble, trouble and more trouble...
Almost had an argument in office with the "senior" this morning. He was so suck up now... S told me to get him sign my progress claim and email out... and he had been holding back since and said he wanted to go thru before signing. Ok, i agree and told him that i ned to email out by afternoon as i ned to go site... after lunch, he just threw everything back at me and say he cannot sign as the tabulation was different from his previous office style and not into ISO standard... Bull Shit lor... when did our department things every follow ISO standard liao... obviously he was trying to pick on me... so angry i just told S that he dun wan to sign coz of all the stupid reason... Luckily... S was in a bad mood... both of us went to find "senior" as S force him to sign and finalli solve my case...

Shit... Full of Shit... now i got no backup in office liao... last time boss used to be very understanding 1 and watever problem i can confide and seek her opinion.... Now... nobodi care and nobodi... they are just trying to perform well but in a shitty way...

Now i dun like to go back office liao... no longer happy working there... when boss was ard there used to be laughter and we are free to comments on things.... but now totalli changed... sad...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Wat did i do wrong?

Damn it.... was in super bad mood today... Was'nt my problem at all and now i was being dragged in for being so stupid helpful... SHIT! Blame myself for being stupid. How to clear all this mess now...
Not in the correct mood to talk to anyone lar..... So people just cannot be trusted.....

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A Real Bitch!!!

A Real Bitch!!! Was so so so pissed off…. She arranged the meeting just to clarify the increased in costing to her damn colleague and fine… me and cy happily went down for the stupid meeting. Who’s noe… she didn’t even informed her colleague of the clarification session. Wasting our time there…
And yet… she was nagging of the mistake spotted on site… was I the cause of all these. Bitch… right from day 1 when I went for my site inspection… I had threw out so many email high-lighting the problem built on site does not tally to my sign-off shop drawing… but did she bothered to do anthing. Onli now, when her HK bosses are coming over then she started realizing…


Still had to toler
ate for three more months and that it. I’ll be away from both OT and PB… wah ha ha ha ha……..

Friday, May 8, 2009

Stay away from me!!!

Was so annoyed by the complains he had been telling me since morning. Just a small department how cum can have so many problems de... juz dun understand...

Was so distracted.... keep asking me go his house and wait for him to pack his luggage then go meeting with me.... already told him I dun wan and keep on pestering me until I got so mad and told him straight off, dun force me to use vulgar on you... you are so ***** irritating... then the whole matter rest.... Grhh..... is he mad or wat....

Monday, May 4, 2009

Set on WISMAR............

currently not in the right mood to go bed yet. was reading up materials on the applying of visa... dorm... student insurance... and many other things...
Finalli set my mind on wismar after the talking session wif mum. Mum was encouraging me to tink twice abt sweden as she feels that one year the course might not be as useful as two years... after reading the course outline again and again.. finalli set my mind on wismar.... not tink twice animore..... money is no longer an issue... met him for kopi session and he was offering me alternative that will benefits me... was realli glad to him... got a new set of limited edition estee lauder fragrance collection today... do i realli smell that bad... he keep feeding me with the nice nice fragrance... hehehehe.........

Some personal tots after ....
Come to time of it... i was consider realli very very very lucky... i had a lovely and very supportive family members (adding baby kaden soon, muck!) behind me... my boss, the few suppliers and my fren are always backing me up all the way... i can go all out with no fear... even there are some hiccups in the path they still help me to overcome them and lead me on the right path... realli realli thank you all....

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Battle with baby kaden!!!

Angry, angry, angry...... wat the meaning of this lar...

the moment dad and mum knew of my accepted application they were so happy... started to nag a bit lar as usual.... do i have enough cash on hand... muz drink more water.... how the weather like... anyone to pick you from the airport.......... hmmm..... so this few months will be buzi doing my further research and picking up new languages liao...

the tot of wat they told me is like......... grhhhh............. was reading yesterday then dad came into the room and told me... hmmm... muz dismentale your bed when you are away liao... more space for baby kaden to walk about.... wat the.......... haloo.... i'll only be away for a year or 2 lor... so fast now they are tinking of getting rid of my stuff..... sobbing..... now baby kaden is more important than me liao lar.... they wan grandson dun wan daughter liao..... Cannot! muz "fight" with baby kaden to protect my statue liao.... hehehe...

Friday, May 1, 2009

Let the Dead live in peace!

Was still tinking about the sms received in the afternoon.
Till now i still cant figure out why he did that!

Was not realli that close to him. only met him twice... 1st time was at the KTV and 2nd was the movie session. He was a closer fren to lian, but still i did not realli had good impression of him. I was just an excuse to appear inbetween their so called date lar.... did chat wif him before but i dun appreciate his tot and attitude toward a lot of things. So ended up i didnt bother him much.

But the news realli shocked me real hard.... He was dead.... at 1st i tot it was a joke when i received the sms which was send by his bro but after reading it for the 2nd time i called lian up. Realli, he was dead.... last night he jumped off the building.... his wake is held at sengkang east for 2 days... i didnt go.. as i wasnt used going to wake and ..........

Why and how can people take life so lightly... parents give birth to them raised them up and that is how he repay his parents.... if he had the courage to jump off the building then why didnt he had the courage to live on... no matter wat... he is not ard anymore... still hope that he can live in another world peacefully and hope he will never regret for his actions...... Let the Dead live in peace!