应昌佑 - 感谢寂寞

本来就没有什么承诺
本来就只是两个人生活
只不过现在相互解脱
好难纠缠的旋涡

从此我就能专心工作
从此一个看电影蹉跎
有陌生人陪不错

我一个人也要生活
可以更自我
才称的上所谓私生活
我一个人也有话说
你含情脉脉
没有温柔的抚摸
想的更多


什么寂寞 没有人不是罪过
失恋也不是我一个人的错
感谢寂寞 让我自由空间比较多
想要什么都看透 眼泪不知往哪里寂寞

从此领悟什么是难过
从此了解自己有多笨拙
有问题时候是否闪躲
直到失去你想我
从此没有人在旁罗嗦
从此房间的空气变息寞
没有你珍惜风波

倔强： 杨丞琳

你曾说雨下的时候别低下头
要等候奇迹降落
我不懂曾想一起拥抱的彩虹
为什么只剩下我
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我
能不能再把你的爱借点给
我好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂不放逞强流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎眼光装傻躲藏
我逃亡
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我
能不能再把你的爱借点给我
好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂不放逞强流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎眼光装傻躲藏
我逃亡
我的倔强凝望去闯彷徨飞翔
是否应该不急一切去抵抗
你的摸样不想遗忘飘荡摇晃
我投降

MC today!

I'm on MC today. Got no energy to go to work, didnt sleep much last night, or rather this morning. Nose was blocked veri badly, cant even breath properly. I've tried everithing, i didnt eat ani fried or oily food and not even a drop of cold drink. Y am i still unwell. Today is the 5th time i've been to the doctor, by right i should have been cured by now. I want to be well soon, please!!!
Just went to the salon this afternoon to book an appointment for this coming Sat. I'm going to say goodbye to my virgin hair. I'm going rebonding for the 1st time with jiejie. Had this thought for long but was splash cold water by someone. Now i cant be bother i'm going to pamper myself and enjoy my own life. Hack care for stranger now. Tata.....no see liao.

My weekend!

Western medicine is of no use to me liao, have to switched to chinese sin-seh. Hopefulli i'll be fine in no-time. Didnt get to enjoy my weekend at all, cope myself at home either on bed or watching DVD. Cant go out, i even miss my buddi's bro wedding and my date wif u ger. Paiseh cant go. I dun wan to faint in a deserted place and malu myself. Feeling giddy and weak after and before taking the medicine. Wat is actualli wrong wif me. Like under some cursed keep getting sick everi now n then. I want to be healthy and well again... :( pls pray hard for me
A fren from Germany was back in spore liao. So happi. Have to meet up for dinner and chit-chat soon. Miss u so much dear. It's so nice to be surrounded by so many good frens. Y didnt i have this feeling before. I dun feel pitiful, in fact i feel so xinfu now.

Wednesday BLUES!!!!

Broke the record. Been to the doc 3 times in just a week. From sore throat to coughing, wat next then. Cant rest well, so buzi at work. Tons of email to reply back. What wrong with the people in Japan, cant they just reply a word. Screwed up by them.
Looking so forward to weekend. I want rest!!!

学会: 杨丞琳

难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住不被发现
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱道别
却模糊了最后一句再见

PS: to all

PS: all the song lyrics got no mixed feeling. I just purely like the lyrics and the rthyms

周蕙 - 该忘了你对不对

大雨过后的眼泪
挂在装满回忆的橱窗
我却不想望一望
那些心碎的形状
记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了
就不能倔强
该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过折磨的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方
该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能相爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着我去寻找
幸福的希望

MC today

I'm on MC today. No voice and headache. Wo Shi Sheng Le!!! Can take a one day break, not a bad idea ah. Been rushing for drafting for the past few days, its time i deserved a small break lar. Learn the meaning of: Strongest win the games, you can remain as a loser or get up on your feet and be strong. Never lose hope. It's rather cruel in life, now i'm beginning to be involved in this surviving game of life. Learn a lot that i would never ever imagine i would be in. At least i get to grow up and started to set standard for myself in life.
Its nice to be invited to wedding. So long never meet/seen this olf fren's bro liao. :)

**分岔路口**周蕙

**分岔路口** 周蕙

什么都别说 再说只难过
难受之后不代表 一切伤能带过
答应过的永远 不成真
当初的承诺已不算什么
夜里吹的风 冷进我怀中
不再有你的声音
不再拥有你心
明天我会怎样 没人懂
时间真的有疗伤之用吗
看时间慢慢流出手心
看透你变了的心
如果已决定离我而去
把同情和不舍带走
站在回忆的分岔路口
是时候和你道别 不再苦恼
你我之间的错与对
未来的日子 只剩我一个人

Buzi, Buzi, Buzi….. My life for this whole week. Three projects were very very active now, lots of communication and paper work need to be done. It a good sigh for me. Beginning to see sunlight, hope with the addition of fertilizer and water, the plant will grow back to normal soon.

Changi Nite!

Woke up pretti late today... sneak out at midnite to go see ah gua at changi. Initalli our plan was to watch late nite movie but he is too lazi to go online n book- lazi pig, so last min change in plan. We went changi and drink kopi and cure our visual thirst as well. Some were veri beautiful wif gd figure but some totalli cannot make it ah. Had a fun super mid nite thou. It had been quite some time since i meet up wif this old fren of mine. Cant even remember when was the last time we went out changi together to be detective. Hmmm.... next time if i wanna go watch midnite i noe who to find liao... go free driver wor...hehehe.....
Tonite we are celebrating jiejie birdday. I ordered a jelly cake for her, it a secret.... Hope we have fun tonite.