No confidence in myself liao!

Just finished my internal lighting division meeting. Everything was going on well at the starting; all the PM took turn to review the workload and statue. Then suddenly, big boss told everybody shocking news. My heart almost stopped. Lady Boss had resigned, her last day in on the 26 April. She will be going back to HK for a break before deciding what she wants to do. My heart fell all the way to the bottom of the well. I dun even noe how deep is the well now. My biggest worries is OT, the mall is going to operate in end of May, how am I going to survive. I got no more internal support liao. In the past, what ever problems I had I can still talk to lady boss and get her to back me up during meeting. By now, I like a bird with no wings at all. Can you imagine how pitiful a bird is with no wings, cant fly height up to see the world. I really really totally lost. I can still attend meeting and go inspection on site, but when comes to major issue who can help me settle and the contract issue. Confused and panicked. This morning is more than sitting on a roller coaster. Soon, my big boss will be arranging to have a private session with me soon liao.
What am I suppose to do now! Suddenli got a tot of resigning as well but that just a stupid tot. I can’t go anywhere without completing the mall.

Workload and Stress level is a burden!

Now everybody in my department is complaining about the workload and the stress level is so high. True, it’s not easy being a consultant. Have to satisfied both sides with the design and yet fulfill the standard requirement.

Attended the close door meeting yesterday, main con was left out as the archi and owner is going to built cases against them. Somehow, partially I will have to be involved. Becoz of my lighting, the main con was restricted of many things so in order to keep things moving, they actually keep me out of the loop. Now I’m going to be the devil, I dun bother liao going to dig out all the history and bang the table. In half an hour time more, going to site for walk thru. The more I went to site, the more “surprise” I got. Damn it! Most of the consultant on board is actually cursing the main con.

Can i have a helping hand?

Finally had ironed all my clothes yesterday. My clothes had been piling up for three weeks liao lor and now they were all neatly hung inside my cupboard. Getting to lazi to iron my clothes and yet my bad daddy say he will charge me 5buck for ironing a piece of my clothes. No way am i going to let him earn the money. Grhhh....

Tummy was not feeling that well leh... it seem to be creating a mini hurricane inside. Haiz.... Watch the musical movie "Mamaia". Had always wanted to watch this show and now my gor had lend me the movie. Love the songs inside tot the story line is so........ as usual Pierce Bosnan is handsome but still i perfer him not to sing.

My trip is getting nearer and nearer. One more month from now, i'll be standing on another country. Cool!

“Best fren know each other too well, will never be together! "

“Best fren know each other too well, will never be together! “
Was debating this topic wif ah lian just now. She strongly disagreed the sentence, on the other hand I totally agreed. Coz it is happening to me rite now. Ah Lian keep asking me why I dun wan to go dating with … okie let’s name this best fren of mine, Mr A. We can talk whatever topic under the moon and star but there is totally no chemistry, no sparkle, no fireworks for me. Had know each other for almost a decade, we were like the best of fren but totally cannot step into the boundary of couple lar. I noe he cares a lot abt me and also gives me good and positive advice but I really can’t imagine myself holding his hand to go watch movie lar. So weird! No matter how I told her she still say she don’t agreed. Haiz… anyway I’m not in the rite mood to date anyone lar. Only looking forward to my holiday trip in earli April after that in May, the announcement will be reveal. Counting the seconds and miuntes day by day since stepping into year 2009.

Was having this weird dream last night, a lot of characters appear in my dreamland. Wah… all these are definitely not going for real.

So sinful!

Sianz… Was so sinful, I was suppose to be on diet lately but how can I do it! Just came back from my porridge lunch buffet. Even thot it was porridge but I was so full and on top of it. I had durian crepes as dessert after my lunch. Hehehe…. Again treat from him. This is the N times we had lunch at GoodWood Park hotel liao. Nice food and nice environment. Cool!
Since last week, I’ve had been eating non-stop. Last Friday, I had asam fish head for lunch, sun I had curry and prata for dinner, mon I had duck feast for lunch and now, porridge lunch. All this food is tempting me so much.