Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Wednesday

My new PC finalli arrived yesterday at late night. Now I was so buzi, sleepy and tired. But I have to carry on working. Boss spoke to me yesterday when we were having lunch together. The reason why we were having lunch at bugis was becoz we went for OFC board meeting the whole day, it was really the whole day. We went to a high class restaurant at bugis, just a meal and it cost us both ard 50 buck. We didn’t eat much but it was rather costly. But I didn’t have to pay at all, hahaha. Boss hint me that if I were to be put onboard on OT can I handle it coz I am having 2 projects on hand now. Actualli I didn’t mind having another project on hand, there are pro and cons to me. Pro is that I get to learn a lot more things and it will surely widen my knowledge, Cons is that I will have to stay up late from now on, weekend may even be burnt. I didn’t mind at all but I was rather happy to be put onboard. I didn’t need to prove my talent so fast, it take time to prove oneself and I’m not in the hurry at all.
Got a call from Andy just now. We are meeting for dinner later. I’ve booked a place in Vienna, recommended by Sid. Again my plan for working late today will have to be pushed backward liao. Anyway, most of the things I need to prepare for tomorrow OT meeting have been brief so just pray hard now then.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Monday is not a bad day actualli

My PC really crash on me liao. Dun wants to spend anymore money to fixed it, since it old I might as well get a new PC. So after some discussion wif Jiejie n boy, I decided to change my new PC. It now come with 19” LCD screen. Hahaha….. old 1 doesn’t go, new 1 doesn’t come. So have to wait for a few more days before my new PC is send to me.

Just went to DPA for meeting earlier this morning. As usual, that idiot Paul changes his mind so fast. He can denied everything and comment he said. He was just playing word and mind games Senior told me it is a very usual political game, I have to get used to it. Whatever we discussed on Friday become useless. I was like sitting down there with my senior to get scolding n nagging from him. The comment he passed down didn’t affect me much, I was not unhappy or in shocked. From the 1st OT meeting I went with Amanda I knew how the industry works. Even thought I didn’t input that much just by seating quietly at the meeting I knew how my future or rather work life would be like already.

I heard rumours of someone from our lighting team complaint that she was overworks and wanted to do purely design, she wants to quit OT project. I think it is somehow ridiculous. Even if she was put on a project on purely design lighting she still have to communicate and do coordination with several parties of consultants before achieving the lighting she wants. If she quit OT project then I will surely be put onboard and take over the project. It will be very tough on me as I have two active projects on hand now. Shall see how my boss arrange then. But come to think of it, is her thinking too naïve or she approached the wrong way? I think differently in my case. I prefer learning the hard way. I would rather do coordinating to know the industry better then I would want to focus on designing. At least I know how the industry works and what the expectations are.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Boring Saturday

Saturday, weekend – have to come back office to work. Finalli I’ve prepared the document for Monday meeting. It going to be another battle for me. Same for Tuesday. Different projects but dealing with the same type of consultant. Looking forward to meeting LPA representative. 3.30pm now, finalli I can go home and rest.
PC giving me problems it crash yesterday night, so have to call for repair liao. I knew it was going to crash soon but didn’t expect it to crash so soon. Going to cost me a bomb again I guess.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

诚实 - 范玮琪

你说我变漂亮了
有一种清朗的神色
你的微笑挡着快决堤的寂寞
我心疼但没说也不能说

你说你们分开了
为什么我眼睛红了
星星像被风吹得有点摇晃着
你试着牵我手我躲开了

有时候诚实多么不容易
尤其是看最爱的人伤心
你的幸福真的不在我这里
你走以后我整理好就再确定

对自己诚实岂只是勇气
懂得坚持更要舍得放弃
有些感动会落地生根的定居
有些快乐是终究对回家的旅行

My Thursday

Hmmm… buzi Thursday. Today is the tender return for all tenderers, so I will be having a hard time sorting out documents. Wan to be smart, I’m going to throw all the files for “him” to scan, make him be my slave for a day. Hahaha… Although my time was totalli packed at work i didnt feel tired at all. I was veri happy and contented. I learned a lot and now i can understand most of the projects details, not fully but at least not a sotong animore. In fact, i gained a lot. Din realli mind or bother losing something as i gain even more now. I believe my gaining will not just end here. Keeping a clear mind to welcome more.
In the morning when I was going on my way outstation sneak out for half an hour to go bugis to buy my things. All settled for now i guess, what next is to packed my goodies properly liao. Ready for my trip this Saturday!
Why must you always wanting to meet me. I’m not at all interested. Please stop smsing, does’nt I sound unfriendly to you already or you are just plain stupid not to catch a single unfriendly hint from me. Haizzz… i'm not that interested in what you are doing suddenli so frendli i smell a fish somewhere... DANGER.