我要出国去玩了.就在今晚，還有多幾個小時,半夜的飞机. 好开心! 这一次去就是十天,我一定会很想很想家和我的一大群好朋友的.
放心不下的是你了,我的守护天使. 和我的结局一样都不完美.你一定也很伤心吧! 你和我说过: Whatever does’nt kill us, will make us stronger. 我真的希望当我从中国回来时你已经没事了.这是我们的约定, 好吗? 把你告诉我的忠告也说一次给自己听. 等我回来时我们一起去约会,到时再来比一比我们在msn比的事情,我一定会赢你的.
We will meet our other half, it is just a matter of 天時 & 地理.
What happen is just a test meant for us to pass through.
Remember the website u send me, u onli encounter the 1st and u still have 3 more to go, so buck up and be stronger. We promised to hold each other hand and walk through this together, you must keep up in my pace as i’m finishing soon.
小狗问妈妈, 幸福在哪里?
妈妈说: 幸福在你的尾巴上,小狗于是去追自己的尾巴可怎么也追不到它.
妈妈说:只要你往前走,幸福就会跟着你了.
記得，要開心還要想我har.
再見了！
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人
第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
星期二:Why the same fate!
Started off with a bad new today, my G.angel is hurt. Deeply hurt by relationship as well. We just ended our conversation on the phone, he seem so moody and sad. From his voice I sense bitterness. and sadness. The moment I saw his nick on msn I knew something had happened to him. “我已经放弃所有哭的理由, 因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实里头" But I nv expect his sadness is link with breaking off wif his gf. The reason is almost the same as mine. Being betrayed. But the different is he got an answer. His “gf” admitted to him honestly but what about mine. Trying to hide and keep me in the dark. I really wonder, what does commitment into a relationship means to others. They can treat it so easily. Doesn’t it mean anything to them?
Always full of stupid, lame, crappy excuse just to get themselves free from a relationship that they no longer want to be involved in: Conclusion I have, stupid reasons for breaking up
1) We are not mend for each other after so many years of relationship
2) No freedom for friends, smoking and drinking
3) There is someone out there more suitable for you; I don’t want to hold you up.
Is it that difficult for them to admit they have a change in heart? Is being honest that difficult? Is lying to their friends the real reasons for break off so hard or they just wanted to keep their good image in front of them. Only they know the truth. I find them to be so pitiful, they have to keep lying to cover up the real reason, cover up their own act. “Promise are mend to be broken, CAN I TRUST PROMISE AGAIN?
Many things started to come back into my thought Why? Why? Why? I can’t find a real and acceptable answer to these entire questions that have been circulating in my mind…
Can I bring my angel on a holiday as well, his need a break like I do? I wan all my gd fren and family members to be happy. So many things have happen for the past few weeks. I am made with no choice but to learn how to accept and overcome them. It’s a big blow but it won’t kill, it will only make me stronger than before.
Been listening to sad love songs, but i find the lyric of these songs realli hit the bull eyes. No harm listening, so frens dun nag at me ani more k.
By the way came across a new hit on the radio today not bad… like the lyric and the tune…
应昌佑 - 感谢寂寞.
本來就只是兩個人生活
只不過現在相互解脫 逃離糾纏的旋渦
從此我就能專心工作
從此一個人看電影蹉跎
有陌生人陪我坐
我一個人也要生活 可以更自我
才稱得上所謂私生活
我一個人也有話說 沒含情脈脈
沒有溫柔的撫摸 想得更多
甚麼寂寞 沒有人愛不是罪過
失戀也不是我一個人的錯
感謝寂寞 讓我自由空間比較多
想到甚麼都看破 眼淚不知往哪裡 停泊
從此領悟甚麼是難過
從此了解自己有多笨拙
有問題時候只懂閃躲 直到失去你下落
從此沒有人在旁囉唆 從此房間的空氣變稀薄
沒有捲起風波
Just got a notice that after my return from my holiday, I need to go for a 2 days course at some area. God knows I dun wish to be at that place but what can I do. I will have to face it with my guts. Am thinking of taking another 1week leave in either August or Sept, wish to attend a course that would be very useful to my job as well. My manager very supportive and feel that it will help as well. Have to fix the date of the course when back from my trip.
Hopefully all went well. I wish for all the best to my gd fren out there especially to angel.
To my "G. angel": I noe u will look at this post, so i wanna let u noe that we will pull it through together k. Rainbow at the other end k. No worries at all. As u always say, watever doesnt kill us, will make us a stonger person.
Always full of stupid, lame, crappy excuse just to get themselves free from a relationship that they no longer want to be involved in: Conclusion I have, stupid reasons for breaking up
1) We are not mend for each other after so many years of relationship
2) No freedom for friends, smoking and drinking
3) There is someone out there more suitable for you; I don’t want to hold you up.
Is it that difficult for them to admit they have a change in heart? Is being honest that difficult? Is lying to their friends the real reasons for break off so hard or they just wanted to keep their good image in front of them. Only they know the truth. I find them to be so pitiful, they have to keep lying to cover up the real reason, cover up their own act. “Promise are mend to be broken, CAN I TRUST PROMISE AGAIN?
Many things started to come back into my thought Why? Why? Why? I can’t find a real and acceptable answer to these entire questions that have been circulating in my mind…
Can I bring my angel on a holiday as well, his need a break like I do? I wan all my gd fren and family members to be happy. So many things have happen for the past few weeks. I am made with no choice but to learn how to accept and overcome them. It’s a big blow but it won’t kill, it will only make me stronger than before.
Been listening to sad love songs, but i find the lyric of these songs realli hit the bull eyes. No harm listening, so frens dun nag at me ani more k.
By the way came across a new hit on the radio today not bad… like the lyric and the tune…
应昌佑 - 感谢寂寞.
本來就只是兩個人生活
只不過現在相互解脫 逃離糾纏的旋渦
從此我就能專心工作
從此一個人看電影蹉跎
有陌生人陪我坐
我一個人也要生活 可以更自我
才稱得上所謂私生活
我一個人也有話說 沒含情脈脈
沒有溫柔的撫摸 想得更多
甚麼寂寞 沒有人愛不是罪過
失戀也不是我一個人的錯
感謝寂寞 讓我自由空間比較多
想到甚麼都看破 眼淚不知往哪裡 停泊
從此領悟甚麼是難過
從此了解自己有多笨拙
有問題時候只懂閃躲 直到失去你下落
從此沒有人在旁囉唆 從此房間的空氣變稀薄
沒有捲起風波
Just got a notice that after my return from my holiday, I need to go for a 2 days course at some area. God knows I dun wish to be at that place but what can I do. I will have to face it with my guts. Am thinking of taking another 1week leave in either August or Sept, wish to attend a course that would be very useful to my job as well. My manager very supportive and feel that it will help as well. Have to fix the date of the course when back from my trip.
Hopefully all went well. I wish for all the best to my gd fren out there especially to angel.
To my "G. angel": I noe u will look at this post, so i wanna let u noe that we will pull it through together k. Rainbow at the other end k. No worries at all. As u always say, watever doesnt kill us, will make us a stonger person.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
星期日:Moody morning to start with!
I wake up pretti earli, cant get to sleep oso dun noe y. I was veri tired last nite finalli finished packing but .... y cant i get back to sleep. So decided to do something to keep myself occupied.
I begin my morning by tidying my table and cupboard.
I threw away many things that used to be veri important and memoriable to me. But now it became meaningless and i dun intend to keep them animore, they no longer belong to me, it had change it owner. Time passes veri fast, it have been almost two mths since i realized it. Rite now i was listening to the music that came out frm the" handmade musical box", in another half an hr time i would expect this box to be in the bin. Suddenli the thought of LOVE came into my mind, Everithing gone, i dun intend to keep and treasure all these. It will always be in my memories, whether be it sad or happy.
Ishi - the team member of SOULS killed himself over relationship, is it worth hurting himself and his famili just like that by ending his life? I dun agreed with the way he handle this. Eventualli the one that is upsad is his fans, frens and families and not the other party.
What is the real meaning of LOVE? Im puzzled as well! It can make you hapi ,like in heaven and yet make ur life be in hell. It all depend on how u look upon it. Its the thoughts and angle u see from. I was veri lucky to have a group of veri dearly and supporting frens and my family ard me. THANKS! They have been with me for these 2 months. My parents worries the most, i make them stay up so late to wait for me, frens calling me everi now n then to make sure i'm in the rite mood. That's veri thoughful. Although i cant control my heart but i can tell them that i'm okie. No worries for me. Without any setback i wont grow up, im no longer what i used to be now. I am going to start my life afresh. It will be even better then before.
I'm trying to lighten my thoughts and focus more on my career and family. They are the most important things to me right now.
I begin my morning by tidying my table and cupboard.
I threw away many things that used to be veri important and memoriable to me. But now it became meaningless and i dun intend to keep them animore, they no longer belong to me, it had change it owner. Time passes veri fast, it have been almost two mths since i realized it. Rite now i was listening to the music that came out frm the" handmade musical box", in another half an hr time i would expect this box to be in the bin. Suddenli the thought of LOVE came into my mind, Everithing gone, i dun intend to keep and treasure all these. It will always be in my memories, whether be it sad or happy.
Ishi - the team member of SOULS killed himself over relationship, is it worth hurting himself and his famili just like that by ending his life? I dun agreed with the way he handle this. Eventualli the one that is upsad is his fans, frens and families and not the other party.
What is the real meaning of LOVE? Im puzzled as well! It can make you hapi ,like in heaven and yet make ur life be in hell. It all depend on how u look upon it. Its the thoughts and angle u see from. I was veri lucky to have a group of veri dearly and supporting frens and my family ard me. THANKS! They have been with me for these 2 months. My parents worries the most, i make them stay up so late to wait for me, frens calling me everi now n then to make sure i'm in the rite mood. That's veri thoughful. Although i cant control my heart but i can tell them that i'm okie. No worries for me. Without any setback i wont grow up, im no longer what i used to be now. I am going to start my life afresh. It will be even better then before.
I'm trying to lighten my thoughts and focus more on my career and family. They are the most important things to me right now.
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