Friday, August 31, 2007

New Chapter of life

Its Friday. Had a really wonderful day yesterday. I was so tired and restless now. For the 1st time, I went down to showsuite wif my senior. A real eye opening for me. I became the translator there. Learn a lot of techniques, you have to be tough when speaking to the contractor and the workers there. All you have to do is just stand there and instruct, let the workers do all the dirty job. Luckili I was wearing pants, the 2nd storey flooring was glass. Hopefulli I had more opportunity of going down showsuite cum site. Realli fun and interesting for a beginner like me. Beginning to feel the workload already. Been assigned of several projects, buzi here and there. But I loved this job as the days grow.
Grandma was in spore yesterday. She bought me my favourite fruits from hometown. The smell was wonderful but it was not durian. It was “jiam pi la”, the fruits was so sweet, simply craved my hunger. She told me weird but sensible things yesterday. The fact is she doesn’t believe it at first but upon coming to spore to verify it she really believed it now. At least it a gd thing for me, a new beginning and a new chapter of my life. Can save me the trb of repeating again and not hearing ani more of it.

Friday, August 24, 2007

meeting EXCITE me

Im on SIA today again. This is the 4th time I boarded the plane. Too bad, I’m making it a “habit” now. Didn’t noe the tender meeting will drag for so long, lucki I have a nice breakfast if not my stomach will be playing music. The whole morning attended meeting at Orchard I even had my lunch pretty late. But no regret! The meeting went quite well but a lot of work need to be done after the supplier hand up their duties on Monday. Learn a lot of interesting technology and the skill of mmeting. I even met a couple of new faces today. Good exposure and experience for me.
This is the 1st time I went strolling at Orchard earli in the day. It brings me a totally different mood, quiet and peaceful. Not bad at all. I might have to travel quite often to Orchard from now on, in the later part of the year when my other project is active, I will be at CBD area I guess.

Friday, does seem to be that excited for me even thought wkend approching. I had my plan drew up few days ago. I going into meditating.....to be a Saint.... Got a lot of work to clear and some plans for myself. Cut out all contact and activites for these two days until i clear my things. Such a lazi bum i was, have dragged these things for weeks. Finalli i have the drive to finished them before i backout again. So no entertainment/parties/kopi-time/outing for this weekend .........................

Monday, August 20, 2007

Monday Blues?

Meet up wif my babies sisters yesterday. They are so small, tiny and reddish. I dare not touch them as they seem so fagile to me. The feeling is really nice and sweet.

Can I trust him? Will what he says come true. 90% accuracy. Curious at the beginning but now I really muz admit he is great, really great. I believe I will wait patiently for all these to come true.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sunday Time

Words to describe me now: Tired, happy, contented, sleepy and brain freeze. I was super tired nw, had been out shopping for the whole day. That how i spent my saturday. When i got the news of having two new-born god-sister, i was super duper happy. And on top of it, my godfather had a twins daughty. I was realli realli happy for them. So excited that i was even smiling in my dream. The 1st time i was out shopping for baby stuff. I was so excited at all the new-born baby stuff. Their clothes are so small and so cute. Realli realli realli njoy the day veri well wif my "darling'. That how we call each other today. We made a look of crappy jokes and ........ we both realli had a good laugh today. Initalli we agreed to watch the fireworks but hehehe... i broke my promise. Instead i drag my darling to meet wif my poly fren and we went down to Riverwalk point to eat. The food was veri nice but the portion was too big. I onli manage to conqeror half of the dish i ordered. Had a great gossiping evening wif them. For the past few days, i had been home onli after mid night. Didnt have enought rest at all, so now i'm off to bed. Hope i have a good nite rest. It's going to be a buzi day for the next again.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thursday: Bad Dream

Movie Review: Rush Hour 3; Relaxing and Entertaining show but wif not veri impressing story line. But realli have a wonderful evening. Thank to the free tixs and snacks.

Had a bad dream last nite, so now I was rather tired. It was not really bad but was having mixed feeling about the dream. The feeling of circulating in between truth and false. Hmmm...well I have to be used to it by now. Starting to grow up and tink a bit further then before. After so many happening events, I tends to be more reserved in certain things and learn how to look at things in a more complicated ways.
During lunch wif my collegues juz now, our topics was revolving company politics. It was a rather sensitive topics. But ever since a new member joined out Arch group, things started to change. 1 of my best collegues were have been having quite a bit of conflict but I was like being sandwich in the middle of nowhere. I don’t really bothered about the tension until things started to got worse. Having to work in a big company of more than 300 staffs, I had better learn to be more smart and smooth in certain things that I do and my conversation wif others.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Wednesday: Upredictable weather

A relaxing and calm day I have today. Although the weather seem unpredictable but it does not affect my mood at all. Met up wif a fren to have lunch together just now, she was actually working just two building away from me. So I have another kaki for lunch in future liao. It werid that fate brought all my fren back to me. Lose some but I gain many things back. So I call it a equal eventhought sometimes memories did flash back but I always manage to push them out. It still hurt but not as much as before. “Whatever does’t kill me will onli make me stronger”
Well, they were planning ladies nite tonite but too bad, I’m booked for the evening. I going for my free show, Rush Hour. Had clear all my work for the day, so now waiting for time to passed. Going to head down to Orchard for my free show with free popcorn and free drinks. My rashes are all heal but guess I’ve to stop all the bad habit already. I’ve had too much crazi days for the past weeksssss….so it time I put a stop to it. Life gonna back to normal again. Been unwell on n off so now I wan a more healthy lifestyle. J “Sailormoon” going to HongKong today, guess rite now she should be in the land of HK, I just had my holiday so …. Hope she enjoy hers as well.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Bad Nite to club in!

Mood damn bad now, was suppose to have a fun holiday eve but damn it. Spoilt by serious rashes. Went to Marina Bay for steamboat buffet, i didnt eat much except for some seafood. I had prawns n crab. Normalli i can take seafood but i dun noe tonite wat happen. After parting wif my ex-collegue, i went dwn dbl O to meet up wif my poly mates, we were having a birthday celebration over there. But less then an hr after i went in and on the dance floor, i begin to feel wierd. My face started to swell n i was feeling itchy on my face n neck. Damn it, my face was red n swollen. So din realli drink n party, took a cab n head straight home.Now i'm back hm, did applied medicine but my mood drop to the bottom. Was planning to have real fun tonite but who noes. Mood drop frm the sky to hell once again. I hate tis kind of feeling. But saw a couple of cute, handsome guys on the dance floor. And i was elbow twice by a nerd guy, he was the laughter of the nite. His dancing was like ...........theeeeeee. I could even imitate his moves. had a gd laugh at him wif a ger fren of mine. Maybe that was the karma for me tonite. Talking about karma, most of my fren have been teeling me about this karma effect. Does it realli exist? Do wicked, evil, dishonest, hateful, naughty people get karma? Suddenli the tots of some conversation got back to me. Some lines that was once spoken by a collegue of mine. Do these people realli get what they deserve at the end? Does it realli works? Do they get punished? What about mine? Dont wan to tink too much animore! Aniway i have many close, good and nice frens with me now. I wish them all the best.

Monday, August 6, 2007

Nice Morning to start with!

Monday: a peaceful but buzi morning to start with. Had a veri nice weekend, din’t do much but enjoy my weekend veri much. Hmmmm… National Day approaching, got several dates coming up this week so I’ll be quite packed with my schedule. Looking so forward to meeting my frens, din’t have a chance to meet up previously. Later lunch, we are eating at Lau Pat Sat, got some business to do over there. Will be quite rush for my lunch but who cares!

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Wednesday Blues!!!

Mood suck, just like the weather today. Feel so irritated, dun feel like talking and communicating at all. Why can’t they tell me earlier, after I’ve completed the documents then I was told of new updates. It happen many times before alreadi Am I that free to do, just a simple task n can’t they do it themselves. Grhhhhhh……………. Sucks!
This sat is my company family day, I never sign up for it. It doesn’t trigger ani of my interest at all. Was listening to Yes 933, they broadcast a lot of 经典 this morning, y? Link back all the damn memories I’ve. Kind of sucks, make my days even more miserable. Have decided, I’m going to be anti-social for the day. Have make some plan for my future, so now I am, walking slowly n steadli towards my plan. Hopefulli everything went well. Wish myself gd luck for the future.

王力宏- finally
“年轻的我们太低估 世界该有的冷酷 再多的爱也没帮助”

迷路兵- 勇气
“爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语”

林宇中- 旋律
“什么是地久天长 咖啡麻醉不了孤单 只会让心更烫”

潘嘉丽- 爱.无力
“我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸 问自己最爱的人到底在哪里”

林俊杰- 大男人小女孩
“有时候女孩没那么小孩 心里的无奈也需要点关怀 遗憾的遗留变成勉强了 怎么能重新再来”

TENSION - 感情线
“虽然谈着恋爱 虽然也会失恋 怎么花了时间没一个有缘 走在 混乱的街头 找不到爱情真正入口 有时下错了车 有时上错了楼 直到那一刻直到她出现”


胡杨林 - 香水有毒
“我曾经爱过这样一个男人 他说我是世上最美的女人 我为他保留着那一份天真 关上爱门 也是这个被我深爱的男人 把我变成世上最笨的女人 他说的每句话我都会当真”

张栋梁 - 陌路
“我们都知道相爱不能继续宽恕 再服输就让爱情变成荒芜 才发现我们只缺了个地图 也许爱不该让步 其实应该很清楚 我们的爱 已经走到陌路 就让我们的爱情走到此结束 在一起没有幸福 就很迷糊”